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Current Mood: sad
Crossposts: https://kemala-octi.livejournal.com/26273.html

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Once

Its the same cold all over again.
Doesn't matter how many years pass and doesnt matter how much I have grown up.
Its still the same cold ambiance.

No genuine smile.
No genuine praise.
Its feels like there is no love at all.

Just once.
Just once, please praise me with smile.
Just once, please talk to me with the same warmth and love you have shown to other.
Please, just once.

Current Mood: disappointed
Crossposts: http://kemala-octi.livejournal.com/26108.html

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Untitled #29

Its difficult to be an introvert person. Society always draw a line whre an introvert person was labeled as a lonesome person, does not have a friend, and does not like socialize.

But, you cant just make an introvert person to change. Its part of their personality. Part of themself.

They have friend you know?
Its just they does not like to go to somewhere where you had to meet with a lot of people.

They also not a lonesome.
Its just they cherish their 'me' time to recharge their energy.

Can you please try to understand us?
Dont judge before you really know someone.

Current Mood: exhausted
Crossposts: http://kemala-octi.livejournal.com/25533.html

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Untitled #27

Twenty years from now, you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do.

_P.S. I Love you by H. Jackson Brown Jr._

Current Mood: cheerful

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life,
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Untitled #26

On a bad day, sometimes all you need is cup of your favorite drinks and company from someone dear to you.
And your day will be better.
Thats simple.

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life,
notes

Untitled #25

Being alone doesn't mean that you are lonely.
Sometimes, you just need to be alone to solve and make everything alright.

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life,
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Untitled #24

Happiness would always come to you in the most unexpected way.

Are you happy?

Yes! I am happy^^

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Untitled #21

Waiting......

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Welcome Ramadhan

Lets become a better person in this holly month^^

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Untitled #20

Other person will always see you better than yourself.
Thats why we cant live alone.

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Untitled #18

You cannot runaway from your shadow no matter how hard you tried to run.
The only way to get away from your shadow is stay still in your darkest place.
Is it better to live in bright place with your shadow or stay in your darkest place alone?
Its your choice.

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life,
notes

Untitled #17

Past and present are conected to each other.
Every things you did in the past will lead to the present.
Be careful, choose your road and live your life wisely.

Kebun Raya Baturaden, 25 Desember 2015

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Please be happy Sis...

Happy wedding dear sister...

I'm happy for you, totally happy.
The time we have spent together since childhood, its really precious.
So, please be happy...

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Untitled #16

Just want to write about something that I dont even know.
Its just..........my head is a mess and I dont have any idea to tidying it up.
I will have exam in 3 days and I am a complete mess right now.

Its just.....Sorry.....

Current Mood: accomplished

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Untitled #15

This is really new step.
New place, new environment, new friends.
I have decided this.
So, lets do my best.

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Untitled #14

Terkadang, ada saatnya dimana kita tidak bisa mengungkapkan apa yang kita pikirkan dan inginkan.
Bibir serasa terkunci rapat. Mengunci suara dan pikiran yang seharusnya diungkapkan dan diutatakan.

Tidak ingin melukai. Tidak ingin menyakiti.

Tapi terkadang, pikiran dan keinginan yang tidak terungkap itu justru akan menorehkan luka.
Dan walaupun aku mengerti bahwa semua itu harus diungkapkan dengan jujur, aku tidak pernah bisa mengatakannya.

Maaf.

Current Mood: indescribable

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New Step

I decided to pursued another goal.

Memutuskan untuk fokus ke satu hal saja kadang memang sulit. Butuh sedikit waktu untuk berpikir sebelum akhirnya kita punya keinginan yang cukup besar untuk memulai dan mengambil langkah maju. Entah benar atau tidak, tapi setiap tujuan baru pasti akan punya akhir. Dan saat kita sampai di akhir, pasti kita akan memulai berpikir untuk mencari tujuan yang baru lagi.

Its an endless journey.

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Untitled #13

At Mirota Batik, Malioboro, Yogyakarta

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Untitled #12

This morning^^
It has been a while....

Current Mood: blank

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Untitled #11

This is sad. Really.
And I dont even know why I felt that why.
Sometimes, when I faced my own life and tried to live on, I felt that my life is sad and boring.
Same routines every day and every time. And I was tired.
Maybe too tired for even cared for it. Too tired for thinking about it.
Now, I just to tired for faked it.
But I am still afraid to show it. I am afraid to being honest to my self.
What should I do?

Walk ahead as if nothing happened?
Or walk slowly as I realize that I had a lot of "blank" moment in my own life?
I cant decided, and I dont think I will be able to decided it soon.
Than what should I do?
I am just to tired.

Some people said that I should go somewhere for refresh my mind.
But I afraid that once I got my mind refreshen, I wont be able to got back to my own life.
My routines that I have already done in million times.
Really.
Its tiring to think about this unimportant matter.

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notes,
think

Untitled #10

A meeting.
It always brings back my memories.
A good and precious memories or a breaking memories.
Is it a good thing? Or bad thing?
You would never know.